Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I'm bored.

I'm bored of my blog, I'm bored of my apartment, I'm bored of my job, of my life.  I'm bored of my hair, and my makeup, (some) of my clothes, and my shoes.  I want to rip down and shake everything up.  I want to say screw you to my stupid job and spend my days creating and sewing and imagining.  I want to rip the pictures off the walls and start with a fresh, blank canvas.  I want to read books every day and escape to another time and place.  I want to forget about all of the crappy people in the world and spend my time with those who have beautiful souls and kind hearts.  I wish to forget about all of the stress and heartache of the past few months and move on to much happier times.  Because, despite everything, I know they still exist.  I want to be stress-free, worry-free, and as full of life as I can be.
I know I can't do some of these things right now, but I'll do what I can.

Source, found via Tumblr.

14 comments: said...

I know the feeling. Hang in there, you'll be sure to find some creative escape from all the monotony.

p.s. your "about a girl" picture is really pretty!

Bee said...

i just started reading your blog and its already my favorite. i feel like you see a lot of things the same way i do. and i know what you mean in this post too. i feel the same about being bored. of my dead end job, of the way school seems endless, of winter and being cold. i'm ready for a change too!

Alycia ( said...

i feel ya girl. sometimes i just wanna up and start somewhere totally new.

haley said...

i understand! i feel the same way so much of the time! you will get through it even if it takes faking sick for work haha :)

Kaleena J. said...

AMEN! Oh my gosh, I've been in such a rut lately, it's driving me nuts.

I just want to run away.

Out on a limb said...

Hey there ornament swap buddy.
I know how you feel. I really do. And I also know that you'll probably get lots of these comments but...
The stress and scars that we have make us who we are. We might not be able to change things, but we can make things different!
In fact...I just made a blog post on how to improve yourself. It's a week's challenge and maybe you should do it with me.
Check it out and let me know what you think. We can facebook each other and encourage one another to keep on tract and spice things up!

Out on a limb said...

Here's the link just to make it E-Z to find!

Eva said...

aw don't be bored of your blog, it's purrdy.
i'm bored of my hair too, though. that happens often for me.

Cara said...

I feel like that too. :/

Anonymous said...

I know exactly how you feel.
I got the same feelings just before christmas which wasn't great.
This happens to all of us but you just have to dig down deep and find whatever inspires/drives you each and everyday so you can get back into first gear again.
I somehow found this at the start of the new year and it is great when you finally find your mojo again!
I hope things go well for you soon <3

Mindi said...

We want the same things <3

Allie said...

Ahh, thanks, lovelies. <3 Your encouraging words have truly helped. It's hard to keep your head up at times!

And Ms. Briana...I owe you an email!


Summer {athena in the middle} said...

hi allie. gosh, i know this feeling all too well! how do you think i got this pixie cut? and now i want another tat and to dye my hair BLONDE.
life is so hard and so confusing and now matter what, we tend to doubt things. i am here if you ever need to vent.

ps - not that you care, but i adore you just the way you are.

Lane said...

That is exactly how I feel right now.

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